[ZNata]

dont try to kill me fast

I should have choice
to avoid this noise
this sottovoice
inside my head.

Hey! Now! Get out!
Stop spread
flashes in my flesh!

"Tonight"
never will be the right time
to say "goodbye".

My memory is seriously sick.
Six weeks without a break
I fuck my poor brain
in the rhythm of rain, -

I am trying to remember the time
without pain.

I hope to see the light
before your fingers start a fight
against my blind mind
over my body and inside.

I hope to have time to say: "Hello! Go to hell!",
and shut the door before
you stole my soul
and testing my blood
under the purple curtain of night.

You are the greedy beast without heart,
but
your kisses poison is so sweet,
because of that
my inner Fairy try to fly
until I die.

You gave me wings
but now it seems
like a bitter payment for my sins.

I burned my dreams with the picture of praying Christ
and now I am crying for my past,
but dont even try to kill me fast.
(Oh, please, try to kill me fast!)
(с)